Sunday, 25 March 2007
Speechless
I am sorry for hurting you. I am hurt too. I don't know what to say really. Is it wrong to make friends? I really don't know what to say.
Saturday, 24 March 2007
Clumsy
I cut my upper lip when I was eating a piece of cake out of the aluminium foil. I'm so clumsy and it's so painful T.T
Friday, 23 March 2007
Bullshit
Girl: Why you can go and I can't? Why you're always the one who's leaving and I'm always the one who's left behind?
Guy: It's because I can't stand waking up everyday knowing you're gone.
Girl: Then what about me? Why are you so selfish?
Guy: Because I know you're strong enough.
Bullshit. It's just some lame excuses that people give when they wanna leave. All bulls!
Guy: It's because I can't stand waking up everyday knowing you're gone.
Girl: Then what about me? Why are you so selfish?
Guy: Because I know you're strong enough.
Bullshit. It's just some lame excuses that people give when they wanna leave. All bulls!
Sife Fashion Show
Sife fashion show was a total let down. I didn't get to dance. I didn't get to drink. I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SEE THE FASHION SHOW. Okay la. Half of it maybe. And we got shoo-ed out after that and didn't get to go back in because 2 of our friends weren't allowed to go in. Underage shit.
Got fed up and went to Bintang Walk for sisha instead. My first time and it felt weird. Most prolly will be my last time. Went to Steven's Corner for supper or was it dinner? Hmmm. Dinner I supposed.
Somebody got angry for something which I don't know what. Sigh...
Got fed up and went to Bintang Walk for sisha instead. My first time and it felt weird. Most prolly will be my last time. Went to Steven's Corner for supper or was it dinner? Hmmm. Dinner I supposed.
Somebody got angry for something which I don't know what. Sigh...
Thursday, 22 March 2007
Car wash
Funny shit. Today I had my car being washed by the SA executives. I couldn't resist because Chintan, Matt, and Gerard cornered me in SA.
*was chit chatting with Sarah while waiting for Alicia to come out from toilet*
Gerard: Hey, wanna have your car washed?
Me: I don't think so. Thanks.
Gerard: Does Kelvin has a car?
Me: Nope not today.
Gerard: Come la wash. It's for the annual dinner!
*Matt came over*
Matt: Wanna have your car washed? *speaks through the pembesar suara*
Me: No thanks *smiles*
Matt: Why not?
*here comes Chintan*
Chintan: Wanna have your car washed?
Gerard: She refused.
Chintan: Why are you refusing? It's for charity *in his accent*
Gerard & Matt: Yeah it's for the annual dinner.
Me: How much is it? RM10 onwards right?
Chintan: What car you driving?
Me: Myvi. It's a small car.
Chintan: Then probably RM10. You wanna get your car washed yea?
Me: Yeah I'll do it for charity then.
*then Chintan and I went to get my car*
Wtf. But since they'd been so supportive of our charity concert then it's time for me to at least repay their kindness. Haha. And it costed me RM14 wei. *dies*
Here's the video of them *ahems* playing with water and my car.
Wtf it took me forever to upload it to youtube. Yeah I was giggling all the way with Alicia and in the end Chintan was trying to get us wet as well. So much for paying RM14. They don't even wipe it dry for me. Only external cleaning and the interior is very much the same. ROTTEN! I tell you, if you ride in my car you should really see the state of it inside. So dirty! I need a personal car washer.
After the car washed Matt was speaking Mandarin to me through the pembesar suara wtf. He can speak better than me! Oh Chintan just found out through Gerard that I'm Kelvin's gf. He was like "you and Kelvin are goin out?" Haha. And Gerard complimented saying the charity concert was a success and he will tell Paul bout it because he was being quite *coughs*pessimistic*coughs* bout it.
*was chit chatting with Sarah while waiting for Alicia to come out from toilet*
Gerard: Hey, wanna have your car washed?
Me: I don't think so. Thanks.
Gerard: Does Kelvin has a car?
Me: Nope not today.
Gerard: Come la wash. It's for the annual dinner!
*Matt came over*
Matt: Wanna have your car washed? *speaks through the pembesar suara*
Me: No thanks *smiles*
Matt: Why not?
*here comes Chintan*
Chintan: Wanna have your car washed?
Gerard: She refused.
Chintan: Why are you refusing? It's for charity *in his accent*
Gerard & Matt: Yeah it's for the annual dinner.
Me: How much is it? RM10 onwards right?
Chintan: What car you driving?
Me: Myvi. It's a small car.
Chintan: Then probably RM10. You wanna get your car washed yea?
Me: Yeah I'll do it for charity then.
*then Chintan and I went to get my car*
Wtf. But since they'd been so supportive of our charity concert then it's time for me to at least repay their kindness. Haha. And it costed me RM14 wei. *dies*
Here's the video of them *ahems* playing with water and my car.
Wtf it took me forever to upload it to youtube. Yeah I was giggling all the way with Alicia and in the end Chintan was trying to get us wet as well. So much for paying RM14. They don't even wipe it dry for me. Only external cleaning and the interior is very much the same. ROTTEN! I tell you, if you ride in my car you should really see the state of it inside. So dirty! I need a personal car washer.
After the car washed Matt was speaking Mandarin to me through the pembesar suara wtf. He can speak better than me! Oh Chintan just found out through Gerard that I'm Kelvin's gf. He was like "you and Kelvin are goin out?" Haha. And Gerard complimented saying the charity concert was a success and he will tell Paul bout it because he was being quite *coughs*pessimistic*coughs* bout it.
Learn
I am afraid of you. Afraid of how you will react upon me telling you things. Afraid of the arguments that we will have. Afraid of having my heart being broken everytime.
I don't know if I am dumb or you are unreasonable. Sometimes things are easier said than done. Most of the time the soft side overcome the better part of me. It's hard to say no when people are so persistent. This is something I must but have yet to learn. Maybe you are right but I am not wrong either. Yes, it's been quite some time since we argue bout my insecurities and yet, we still find ways to argue about something else. It's so unnecessary ain't it? I know what is wrong and what is right. And I know you cared from the way you reacted. Just don't rush things. Life is about learning and we will spend our lifetime trying to figure out stuff. So let this be a lesson for me to learn and remember nobody can learn something overnight.
I just hope that you will understand me more sometimes. And make me understand you.
I don't know if I am dumb or you are unreasonable. Sometimes things are easier said than done. Most of the time the soft side overcome the better part of me. It's hard to say no when people are so persistent. This is something I must but have yet to learn. Maybe you are right but I am not wrong either. Yes, it's been quite some time since we argue bout my insecurities and yet, we still find ways to argue about something else. It's so unnecessary ain't it? I know what is wrong and what is right. And I know you cared from the way you reacted. Just don't rush things. Life is about learning and we will spend our lifetime trying to figure out stuff. So let this be a lesson for me to learn and remember nobody can learn something overnight.
I just hope that you will understand me more sometimes. And make me understand you.
Monday, 19 March 2007
Tai Zhi Cafe
This is so shockalingam. I am blogging in a cafe in Connaught with Alicia sitting opposite me and her friend beside us. Supposed to do assignment but I am procrastinating again (yeah la Kan Kel Vin shuddup la. I will do it after this. Haha.) Never been to this place before and I'm so jakun.
Oh oh! I saw the person I stalk on blog just now. She was sitting the table next to us. She's so so so so skinny. The world is small. Smaller than my boobs wth.
Ahh...China is staring at me now. So scary. Ciaoz!
Oh oh! I saw the person I stalk on blog just now. She was sitting the table next to us. She's so so so so skinny. The world is small. Smaller than my boobs wth.
Ahh...China is staring at me now. So scary. Ciaoz!
Sunday, 18 March 2007
Learning to speak
I wanna learn how to speak like a Brit. The accent is so sexy.
Trip to KL
Somebody got a haircut. No it's not me. I wonder what I'll look like with shorter hair. Maybe I gotta grow more hair because I am losing a lot now. *stress* I think I'm balding.
Oh back to the haircut. Yes! My baby is so hot now *feels proud* (yeah la cannot be proud issit now). We went to KL on Friday to get his hair cut. I waited for 45 minutes like an idiot. Hair was flying everywhere and I think I ate some *blleeuurrgghh!*
Such a shame I don't have the pictures of him with me now. It's been such a long time since I last snapped a picture. Ahhh I miss those cam-whoring days.
After the haircut, we took Loke Yew to get back to Imbi. We parked quite far and somebody kept vain-ing in the car. Your hair is nice la! *rolls eyes* Then we walked to the clinic. Holymotherofcows! So many people waiting! Got myself registered and the nurse asked me to come back in 3 hours time! WTH WTH WTH!!! 3 HOURS! Nvm la. Walked all the way to Fruity Stall and ate like pigs. Mango loh was too sweet for my liking though. We were sitting down there like idiots cuz it was raining and there's no way for us to walk back to the clinic. In the end, we just ran back to the clinic while it was still drizzling (my hair turned ugly after that).
When we opened the door, it was still packed with people. Thank god la it's almost my turn. Doctor said nothing much could be done. *heart breaks* Oh then right the stupid nurse was so rude cuz I couldn't hear her calling my name to collect the medicine. When I went to her she was like 'Why call so many times don't know how to come wan?!' Eh! I pay you okay. So stop complaining and show me faces. But I said my sorry cuz I am raised with manners.
Then off we went to timesquare! When we reached sayang asked me to grab my sweater cuz I will catch a cold in the cinema. I thought we have no time for movie! Wahahahaha!! Movie movie! It's been so long. We watched 300! Banyak nice. SPARTANSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! PREPARE YOUR BREAKFAST! And eat it hearty because TONIGHT WE'LL DINE IN HELL! Wtf. I love this movie. But before that we went to get present for aunty. We got her an aquamarine pendant with small diamonds and huge aquamarine stone. It's her birthday stone. We didn't get the necklace though. Kinda broke and the pendant itself costed a bomb.
While I'm typing this Nelly Furtado is on MTV. She's so hot. So gorgeous la! I wanna have her deep set eyes and also her skin her hair her nose. She's so pretty!
Before I got too carried away..Dinner in Kenny Rogers sucked. Nando's is wayyyyyyyy better. Even the mashed potato sucked. Tasted like baby food. Could be worse since I've never tasted baby food before.
Am I slow or what? I just realised we have labels for posts. But I don't know what should this post be categorised as. Whatever la kan? Okay la. Time for assignment and 20 mins from now gonna watch Falcon Beach! Loving the theme song Beautiful Blue by Holly McNarland. So soothing.
Oh back to the haircut. Yes! My baby is so hot now *feels proud* (yeah la cannot be proud issit now). We went to KL on Friday to get his hair cut. I waited for 45 minutes like an idiot. Hair was flying everywhere and I think I ate some *blleeuurrgghh!*
Such a shame I don't have the pictures of him with me now. It's been such a long time since I last snapped a picture. Ahhh I miss those cam-whoring days.
After the haircut, we took Loke Yew to get back to Imbi. We parked quite far and somebody kept vain-ing in the car. Your hair is nice la! *rolls eyes* Then we walked to the clinic. Holymotherofcows! So many people waiting! Got myself registered and the nurse asked me to come back in 3 hours time! WTH WTH WTH!!! 3 HOURS! Nvm la. Walked all the way to Fruity Stall and ate like pigs. Mango loh was too sweet for my liking though. We were sitting down there like idiots cuz it was raining and there's no way for us to walk back to the clinic. In the end, we just ran back to the clinic while it was still drizzling (my hair turned ugly after that).
When we opened the door, it was still packed with people. Thank god la it's almost my turn. Doctor said nothing much could be done. *heart breaks* Oh then right the stupid nurse was so rude cuz I couldn't hear her calling my name to collect the medicine. When I went to her she was like 'Why call so many times don't know how to come wan?!' Eh! I pay you okay. So stop complaining and show me faces. But I said my sorry cuz I am raised with manners.
Then off we went to timesquare! When we reached sayang asked me to grab my sweater cuz I will catch a cold in the cinema. I thought we have no time for movie! Wahahahaha!! Movie movie! It's been so long. We watched 300! Banyak nice. SPARTANSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! PREPARE YOUR BREAKFAST! And eat it hearty because TONIGHT WE'LL DINE IN HELL! Wtf. I love this movie. But before that we went to get present for aunty. We got her an aquamarine pendant with small diamonds and huge aquamarine stone. It's her birthday stone. We didn't get the necklace though. Kinda broke and the pendant itself costed a bomb.
While I'm typing this Nelly Furtado is on MTV. She's so hot. So gorgeous la! I wanna have her deep set eyes and also her skin her hair her nose. She's so pretty!
Before I got too carried away..Dinner in Kenny Rogers sucked. Nando's is wayyyyyyyy better. Even the mashed potato sucked. Tasted like baby food. Could be worse since I've never tasted baby food before.
Am I slow or what? I just realised we have labels for posts. But I don't know what should this post be categorised as. Whatever la kan? Okay la. Time for assignment and 20 mins from now gonna watch Falcon Beach! Loving the theme song Beautiful Blue by Holly McNarland. So soothing.
Thursday, 15 March 2007
Jobless
Yays! Guess what.
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I missed class again!!! Yeah la. I got up late. At 9am to be precise. My class was at 9am and I got up at 9am. I did nothing in uni today cuz the Organising and Managing in Practice lecture was postponed. Got to know from gwmail that Thomas' car broke down and yada yada yada. Yea, so besides group meeting I did nothing in uni today! Didn't look for Mr. Lee Chew Ging. Been trying to talk to him for the past 2 weeks but still couldn't get him in his room. Forgotten to sign up for Managing in Asia tutorial cuz I FORGOT! Where was my brain *sob sob* Didn't study cuz was too busy minding people's businesses. Yeah la. Was helping Syed with his Entertainment Officer's Manifesto. Didn't do much in the end. Missed 3 lectures this week T.T
Somehow I was very happy because I just felt happy. Weeeeeeeeeee!! Yea, I was happy =D
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I missed class again!!! Yeah la. I got up late. At 9am to be precise. My class was at 9am and I got up at 9am. I did nothing in uni today cuz the Organising and Managing in Practice lecture was postponed. Got to know from gwmail that Thomas' car broke down and yada yada yada. Yea, so besides group meeting I did nothing in uni today! Didn't look for Mr. Lee Chew Ging. Been trying to talk to him for the past 2 weeks but still couldn't get him in his room. Forgotten to sign up for Managing in Asia tutorial cuz I FORGOT! Where was my brain *sob sob* Didn't study cuz was too busy minding people's businesses. Yeah la. Was helping Syed with his Entertainment Officer's Manifesto. Didn't do much in the end. Missed 3 lectures this week T.T
Somehow I was very happy because I just felt happy. Weeeeeeeeeee!! Yea, I was happy =D
Wednesday, 14 March 2007
Song For Life Aftermath
Thomas says "Once is an accident, twice is a coincidence, thrice is a pattern."
I'd skipped a lot of classes this semester. I made a vow not to miss any classes and study accordingly, preferably everyday. Look at what happened now. I am missing classes 3 weeks in a row and I rant bout how I have no time for assignment and studies whereas I only have 2 days of classes. So much time to kill so little will power to start on anything. I am lazy.
At least I am enjoying uni right now compared to what I had back in college. Now is indeed way better but to my dismay I am graduating next year. So soon! No I don't wanna work so soon. The career event in uni is scaring the hell outta me. Interviews, assessments, recruitment screening tests. @.@ Just hire me and sack me if you dislike me la! Why wanna torture me with those screening shits! Don't think I am applying for any internship this year. I don't even have my resume done. I need it done professionally but I don't know how *beams*. Yes, you heard me. Who is angelic enough to do it for me? Preferably sit for the interviews also la so I won't have to go through nightmares.
Oh on a totally unrelated note, I had one whole slice of salmon all by myself for supper. So fat!
Right so I was saying..I need my resume done! I am kinda interested in working for Accenture, BAT or KPMG. But entering BAT would be difficult because I have to go through 4 screening tests leh. And I wouldn't like smelling tobacco everyday. Did I say that I dislike smokers? Yeah I dislike them eventhough my father smokes. Quit it already! Grrrrrrrrrr.
Okay la. Potong stim la. I have to log off now cuz I have Indonesia (assignment) waiting for me. Bye love!
ps: I miss having meeting every Tuesday at 5pm and the feeling of eager anticipation of the concert. I wanna have another one! Maybe I have to anticipate for the next one if that's gonna happen. Please make it happen before I graduate *prays*
I'd skipped a lot of classes this semester. I made a vow not to miss any classes and study accordingly, preferably everyday. Look at what happened now. I am missing classes 3 weeks in a row and I rant bout how I have no time for assignment and studies whereas I only have 2 days of classes. So much time to kill so little will power to start on anything. I am lazy.
At least I am enjoying uni right now compared to what I had back in college. Now is indeed way better but to my dismay I am graduating next year. So soon! No I don't wanna work so soon. The career event in uni is scaring the hell outta me. Interviews, assessments, recruitment screening tests. @.@ Just hire me and sack me if you dislike me la! Why wanna torture me with those screening shits! Don't think I am applying for any internship this year. I don't even have my resume done. I need it done professionally but I don't know how *beams*. Yes, you heard me. Who is angelic enough to do it for me? Preferably sit for the interviews also la so I won't have to go through nightmares.
Oh on a totally unrelated note, I had one whole slice of salmon all by myself for supper. So fat!
Right so I was saying..I need my resume done! I am kinda interested in working for Accenture, BAT or KPMG. But entering BAT would be difficult because I have to go through 4 screening tests leh. And I wouldn't like smelling tobacco everyday. Did I say that I dislike smokers? Yeah I dislike them eventhough my father smokes. Quit it already! Grrrrrrrrrr.
Okay la. Potong stim la. I have to log off now cuz I have Indonesia (assignment) waiting for me. Bye love!
ps: I miss having meeting every Tuesday at 5pm and the feeling of eager anticipation of the concert. I wanna have another one! Maybe I have to anticipate for the next one if that's gonna happen. Please make it happen before I graduate *prays*
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