Friday, 25 March 2011

Trust

It's bout time to learn to let go. It would be a difficult thing to do but I have to allow myself to trust once again. I can never erase my thoughts on what had happened before. Been asking myself if I am alright with this but I guess I have no choice. Whatever uneasiness I am feeling inside will have to be buried deep in my heart. I will certainly need time to digest and I hope that I will get over this before I go crazy once again.

When will I get the strength within?


Sunday, 20 March 2011

Marriage

I hate the fact that people always ask if I am getting married anytime soon when they see me. It is like a constant reminder that I am aging and perhaps, getting married would solve worries in life. I seriously don't think it is necessary to be married with the person whom you have spent quarter of your life with just because you need to. I mean, after all, that piece of paper will not prove anything

So people, stop asking me. I do not want to force myself into a marriage where we are both not ready to be in.