Ill

Something's wrong with me. I always get this nauseating feeling after meals. It's like I have frogs in my stomach waiting to jump out anytime. I just feel so sick right now.

Today is one of those happy days that I've never had in such a long time. Having friends around take things off my mind. Eventhough it was for that little while, I still feel happy. And no KC, I don't strut like a model. I walk like a duck. Quack quack! Wtf.

Right I feel very sick right now. Better go. Ta.

I miss

waking you up for classes

late night phone calls

your smell on my pillow

going to uni together

Saturdays

waiting for your classes to end

going to classes with you

disturbing you during Arsenal games

merajuking you

hugging you to sleep

your reaction when I playfully slap you

biting you on your arms and ask "pain ah?" just to see the look on your face

and bite again when you say "you think?"

poking fun of your hairy arms

watching you sleep

you rushing me to get ready and simply layan me with "okay la. you look fine la. no need to see yourself in the mirror so many times la"

the way you look at me

you asking me to sit with you when we watch tv

how you need to hold me to sleep everytime

you singing to me

those skirt covering moments

having Tom Yam ramen with you in Jusco

our beef noodles moments together

shopping with you

dinner at your place with you around

your touch

our long conversations through sms

the smell of your face

you nagging me to read the papers

the Minda Ceria guy I met and love 6 yrs ago

the look on your face when you know the face towel is still in the washer

how you always pull my top higher to hide my cleavage

our moments of nothingness

the way you tried to take off my ring without me noticing

holding hands in the car

resting my head on your shoulder

choosing what you wear after shower

massaging your neck and back

most importantly i miss your presence.

How do you know if the owner of the table is a man?

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Look at the mirror.

Hahahahaha!