Learn

I am afraid of you. Afraid of how you will react upon me telling you things. Afraid of the arguments that we will have. Afraid of having my heart being broken everytime.

I don't know if I am dumb or you are unreasonable. Sometimes things are easier said than done. Most of the time the soft side overcome the better part of me. It's hard to say no when people are so persistent. This is something I must but have yet to learn. Maybe you are right but I am not wrong either. Yes, it's been quite some time since we argue bout my insecurities and yet, we still find ways to argue about something else. It's so unnecessary ain't it? I know what is wrong and what is right. And I know you cared from the way you reacted. Just don't rush things. Life is about learning and we will spend our lifetime trying to figure out stuff. So let this be a lesson for me to learn and remember nobody can learn something overnight.

I just hope that you will understand me more sometimes. And make me understand you.