Saw

If there's a way to recognize a liar the world will be a better place. It is hard to believe that five years down the road we're still back at square one. We are not exactly the perfect couple hence, the perfection that is pleasing to the eyes of many is actually an illusion that we are trying to uplift. The foundation of a 5 years relationship must be very strong, you think. In fact, many couples would have gotten married within the first 2 years of their relationship. I am glad that we have not stepped into the marriage zone just yet because I don't know if problem like this will continue to haunt us me in the future. I am very upset that after 5 years I still can't see past the doubts and insecurities. I am very disappointed that after 5 years you still do things to upset me. Many times I refused to absorb the things that you said because to me after all, they are all excuses. There are reasons for everything and if you cannot provide a very strong explanation for what you have done, then I am very sorry that you have failed me once again. If you think that I am stubborn then try standing in my shoes and we will see if you accept my "explanation" - I would call it an excuse. Please do not be selfish because if you do not care bout my feelings then I have all the right reasons not to care about yours. Perhaps I have been bounded in this relationship for too long that I can't even imagine doing things to upset you. I guess it's not the same for you that is why at the end of the day I am always the one getting hurt.