Fear

I always wonder is it me or is there anyone else that has similar fear?


I am afraid of letting my legs hang off my bed in case it gets bitten (be it mosquitoes or vampires I'm still afraid). I think the fear begins when I first watched Ju-On. Remember the creepy little kid with white face and really really black eyes who sits by the bedside with his head staring down and when the camera zooms in he would look up? Omg I would die every time I recall that scene. So every night I would make sure the blanket wraps all of me without hanging loose - think cocoon. But the position doesn't last very long as I kick every possible thing off my bed in my sleep.

I have a ceiling fan hanging above my bed. I have this fear thinking that the fan would spin off the ceiling and chop everything into half. So I will not on my fan to the highest speed.

I also have this fear of sounds from electronic devices. If a CPU makes very loud noises all of a sudden I will be very afraid. I always have this feeling that it may explode or something. It is not CPU alone - things like cars, air-conditioner, television, washing machine, you name it. So if anything of those making unusual noises, I will switch them off. I remember there was once the air-conditioner in my room was making terrible noises, I slept in the living room on the couch for the night.